Wednesday, October 28, 2026

The God Who Works Through Human Hands: Rediscovering Divine Providence

I remember a prophet coming to town and declaring that everyone within the sound of his voice would never again be touched by a surgeon's knife. He proclaimed that God would heal His people supernaturally, eliminating the need for surgery.

I believed every word of it. I genuinely thought that because I had received that prophecy, I would never need an operation.

Well, years later, I found myself on an operating table, undergoing surgery.

Looking back, I wonder how many others held on to that same prophecy. How many may have delayed or refused necessary medical treatment because they believed having surgery would contradict God's promise?

I sometimes think about the possibility that people could have prematurely lost their lives because they trusted that prophecy instead of seeking medical care. A message intended to inspire faith could have had devastating consequences for someone who believed that accepting medical intervention meant doubting God.

And that raises an important question: Who said there was anything wrong with a surgeon's knife in the first place?

Did God not give humanity the intelligence to study anatomy, understand disease, develop surgical techniques, and create medicines that save lives?

Why do we sometimes treat human knowledge as though it competes with God's power?

Joseph: God's Provision Required Human Planning

In Genesis 41:33–36, Joseph interpreted Pharaoh's dreams concerning seven years of abundance followed by seven years of famine.

But Joseph did not simply tell Pharaoh to pray and wait for God to supernaturally provide food.

Instead, he recommended appointing administrators, collecting a portion of the harvest, and storing food in preparation for the famine.

When the famine arrived, Egypt had food because people had planned ahead.

The biblical account presents Joseph's wisdom as coming from God, yet that wisdom still required human participation.

God's provision did not eliminate the need for preparation.

Imagine if Joseph had declared that storing food demonstrated a lack of faith and that God would simply make food appear when the people became hungry.

How many lives might have been lost?

Bezaleel: When God Gave Skill Instead of Performing the Work Himself

In Exodus 31:1–5, God appointed a craftsman named Bezaleel to help construct the tabernacle.

God declared:

"And I have filled him with the spirit of God, in wisdom, and in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship." — Exodus 31:3 (KJV)

Notice that God did not cause the completed tabernacle to descend from heaven. He equipped human beings with the knowledge and craftsmanship necessary to build it.

The materials still had to be gathered, measured, shaped, and assembled.

Human hands still had to perform the work.

If Scripture recognizes craftsmanship and practical knowledge as gifts from God, why should we automatically separate modern scientific discoveries and medical advancements from His provision?

What About the Wisdom God Gives Humanity?

Proverbs 2:6 states:

"For the LORD giveth wisdom: out of his mouth cometh knowledge and understanding." — Proverbs 2:6 (KJV)

Consider the knowledge required to perform modern surgery. Physicians spend years studying the human body, learning medical procedures, and developing the skills necessary to treat patients.

Scientists spend decades researching diseases, developing medications, and improving treatments.

These accomplishments involve intelligence, discipline, experimentation, and cooperation.

If Christians believe human intelligence is a gift from God, why do we sometimes treat the accomplishments of that intelligence as something less spiritual than supernatural intervention?

Why should a patient who recovers through surgery have a lesser testimony than someone who reports being healed without medical treatment?

Sometimes We Would Rather God Do Everything

I have also come to recognize something about my former understanding of faith.

Sometimes we prefer supernatural intervention because we do not want to confront the difficult process of solving a problem.

Going to the doctor can be frightening. We may fear a diagnosis, dread a medical procedure, or struggle with taking time away from work. Sometimes it feels easier to pray for God to remove the problem than to face what might be required to address it.

I know that feeling because I once believed that sincere prayer would eliminate whatever was wrong with my body without my having to confront it.

But why did I believe that seeking medical treatment was somehow inferior to receiving supernatural healing?

What if the medical treatment was part of the provision I had been praying for?

Joseph still had to organize Egypt's food supply. Bezaleel still had to construct the tabernacle. Their participation did not diminish God's involvement in either biblical account.

Perhaps faith was never meant to excuse us from using the knowledge, resources, and opportunities available to us.

Conclusion: God Can Work Through Human Hands

I no longer believe that a surgeon's knife represents a failure of faith. Nor do I believe that an answer to prayer becomes less divine simply because a doctor, scientist, teacher, or other human being played a role.

When we elevate supernatural intervention above ordinary provision, we risk overlooking valuable solutions. And in matters involving serious illness, that belief can have consequences far beyond disappointment. Delaying necessary care while waiting for supernatural healing can cost someone their life.

I am not dismissing the possibility of miracles. I am questioning why we have created a hierarchy in which the less human participation involved, the greater we believe God's power must be.

Joseph's planning saved lives. Bezaleel's craftsmanship fulfilled a sacred purpose. Neither biblical account required God to bypass human intelligence to accomplish His purposes.

Perhaps God has been working through human hands all along, but we have become so conditioned to look for the supernatural that we have overlooked His provision in the ordinary.

Tuesday, October 27, 2026

Two Women, Two Pregnancies, One God: Why Do We Celebrate One Testimony More Than the Other?

Angela and Denise are two women in their mid-forties who both welcomed their first children at age 46. Angela conceived spontaneously after struggling with unexplained infertility for decades, while Denise conceived after receiving fertility treatment with Clomid, a medication prescribed by her physician to stimulate ovulation.

One Sunday morning, both women stand before their congregation to share their testimonies.

Angela goes first. She tells the congregation how she struggled with infertility for years, prayed faithfully, and eventually became pregnant without medical intervention. The congregation erupts with excitement. People shout, "Hallelujah!" and "Praise the Lord!" Others declare, "God opened her womb!" Her testimony is celebrated as a powerful demonstration of God's miraculous intervention.

Then Denise stands to share her testimony. She explains how she and her husband struggled to conceive, sought medical assistance, underwent fertility evaluations, and eventually conceived after her physician prescribed Clomid.

But this time, the reaction is different. There are no enthusiastic shouts of "Hallelujah!" No one declares that God opened her womb. Instead, the congregation responds with polite smiles, quiet nods, and scattered applause.

Why the different reactions?

Both women struggled with infertility. Both desired children. Both prayed, and both eventually welcomed their first babies at age 46. Yet one testimony was celebrated as a miracle, while the other was treated as an ordinary medical success.

But who determined that God intervened in Angela's pregnancy and not Denise's?

Angela conceived spontaneously, but does that automatically mean God supernaturally opened her womb? Are we suggesting that God literally touched her reproductive organs or sent an angel to facilitate conception?

Perhaps Angela conceived because previously undetected fertility issues involving her or her husband had improved. Perhaps certain biological conditions finally aligned in a way that made conception possible. The truth is, without knowing the precise circumstances, we cannot say exactly why Angela became pregnant after so many years.

Yet because her pregnancy occurred without medical assistance, the congregation automatically interpreted it as a greater demonstration of God's power.

Meanwhile, Denise's pregnancy involved something that is not always celebrated with the same enthusiasm in certain Christian circles: human cooperation.

Denise had to make a doctor's appointment, undergo medical evaluations, and discuss treatment options. Her husband also participated in the fertility evaluation process. They had to follow medical instructions, attend appointments, and take practical steps toward achieving their goal.

It required time, effort, and a willingness to confront potentially uncomfortable information about their reproductive health.

And perhaps this reveals another issue within our understanding of faith.

Sometimes, as believers, we would rather God intervene supernaturally than participate in the process ourselves. We may fear what a doctor will discover. We may not want to take time away from work, undergo medical procedures, change our habits, or confront difficult realities. Instead, we pray that God will simply remove the problem so that we never have to face it.

I understand that mindset because I once approached certain difficulties in my own life that way. I believed that if I prayed sincerely enough, God would resolve the issue without requiring me to confront it through ordinary human means.

But I have begun questioning that understanding of faith.

Why do we sometimes treat human participation as though it diminishes God's involvement?

In 1 Corinthians 4:7, Paul asks, "And what hast thou that thou didst not receive?" This question reminds believers that even the things we accomplish through our own efforts are not entirely independent of what we have received.

Similarly, James 1:17 declares that "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above."

If Christians believe that God created humanity with the intelligence to study reproductive biology, develop fertility medications, and assist couples experiencing infertility, why should Denise's pregnancy be considered less worthy of praise simply because medical science played a role?

Psalm 139:13–16 beautifully describes God's intimate knowledge of human development in the womb. Yet nothing in that passage suggests that a child conceived with medical assistance is any less wonderfully made than a child conceived spontaneously.

Perhaps both Angela and Denise have reasons to be grateful. Perhaps both pregnancies can be understood within God's providential care, even though the circumstances surrounding their conceptions were different.

And perhaps the congregation's contrasting reactions reveal more about our expectations of how God should work than about God's actual involvement in either pregnancy.

We have become accustomed to celebrating the testimony in which God seemingly bypasses human effort, while overlooking the courage, perseverance, medical knowledge, and cooperation involved in another person's journey.

But why should the woman who prayed and visited a fertility specialist receive less enthusiastic praise than the woman who prayed and conceived without treatment?

Perhaps we need to stop measuring the greatness of a blessing by how little human involvement was required to receive it.


Monday, October 26, 2026

Spiritual Exceptionalism: When Being a Child of God Becomes an Expectation of Special Treatment

I admit that I once believed that because I was a Christian, there were certain troubles I should not have to experience. I thought that if someone was constantly facing hardships, perhaps God did not consider them spiritually mature enough to receive His blessings, or maybe there was some hidden sin in their life preventing them from experiencing His favor.

But as I have grown and begun questioning some of the things I was taught, I find myself asking: Does belonging to God mean we should be exempt from the ordinary struggles of being human?

I believe phrases such as "I am a child of the Most High God" and "I am fearfully and wonderfully made" can sometimes become distorted into the belief that Christians should not have to experience illness, fertility challenges, financial hardship, or other difficulties that are part of the human experience. We begin to think that our relationship with God should somehow place us above the circumstances that affect everyone else.

Yet Jesus Himself said in Matthew 5:45 that God "maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust." In other words, both favorable and unfavorable circumstances are part of life, regardless of one's spiritual standing.

In John 16:33, Jesus told His disciples, "In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." Notice that He did not promise His followers a life free from trouble. He openly acknowledged that they would experience difficulties.

Even the Apostle Paul, despite his devotion to God, spoke of a persistent affliction that he pleaded with the Lord three times to remove. Instead of removing it, God responded, "My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9).

If someone as devoted as Paul could experience ongoing suffering, why have we developed the belief that hardship must indicate spiritual immaturity, hidden sin, or a lack of faith?

Perhaps being a child of God was never intended to mean that we would be exempt from the human experience. Perhaps we have confused our spiritual identity with a promise of preferential treatment, creating expectations that Scripture itself does not establish.

And when those expectations go unmet, instead of questioning what we were taught, we sometimes begin questioning ourselves, our faith, or our standing with God.


Sunday, October 25, 2026

Is God Less Present When the Answer Comes Through Human Hands?

We've all heard the testimonies. Sister Lee went to the doctor and was told she needed surgery on her knee. Instead of immediately proceeding with the surgery, she prayed and fasted, believing God for healing. Two weeks later, when she returned for her preoperative evaluation, the doctors discovered that her knee had been completely healed.

Then there's Brother Brown, who was behind on his rent and facing eviction. With no money to pay what he owed, he turned to God in desperate prayer. Suddenly, a stranger appeared out of nowhere and handed him an envelope filled with money. When Brother Brown turned around to thank the stranger, the person had mysteriously vanished without a trace. 

These are the kinds of testimonies that capture the attention of a congregation. People rejoice, hands go up in praise, and the experience is celebrated as undeniable evidence of God's supernatural power.

But I have a question.

Why don't we hear just as many enthusiastic testimonies about someone who suffered from a bad hip, underwent hip replacement surgery, and regained their ability to walk without pain? Or someone who prayed for financial relief, applied for a higher-paying job, received an offer, and was finally able to pay their bills? 

No one necessarily says it out loud, but I believe we have created an unspoken hierarchy of blessings within the Body of Christ. The more extraordinary, mysterious, and unexplainable an experience is, the more readily we attribute it to God. Meanwhile, when an answer comes through ordinary means, medicine, employment, education, scientific discovery, or the generosity of another person, we sometimes treat it as a lesser demonstration of God's involvement.

But is that a biblical way of understanding how God works?

Does Every Good Gift Have to Be Supernatural?

James 1:17 tells us:

"Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." — James 1:17 (KJV)

Notice that James does not say every supernatural gift comes from above. He says every good gift.

That distinction is important.

If a physician uses years of education, scientific research, and medical experience to help someone overcome a disease, why should that diminish our gratitude toward God? Perhaps we have become so fascinated with the supernatural that we overlook the extraordinary intelligence, discoveries, and abilities God has given humanity. After all, if God created the human mind, why would we separate its accomplishments from His divine provision?

God Is Present in the Natural World, Too

In Matthew 5:45, Jesus says that God:

"...maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust." — Matthew 5:45 (KJV)

This verse is often discussed in the context of loving our enemies, which is precisely the lesson Jesus was teaching. However, it also reveals something significant about God's provision.

God provides sunshine and rain through the ordinary processes of the natural world. The sun rises, clouds form, and rain falls. These things happen so routinely that we rarely stop to consider them.

Yet Jesus points to these ordinary events as examples of God's generosity.

He does not suggest that the sun becomes a greater demonstration of God's power if it suddenly appears in the middle of the night. Nor does He suggest that rain is more divine when it falls under mysterious circumstances.

Instead, He points to the familiar rhythms of creation.

Could it be that we have overlooked an important aspect of divine providence because we have been conditioned to look for God primarily in the unusual?

When rain nourishes crops, farmers harvest food, trucks transport it, and grocery stores make it available to families, we recognize the human effort involved. But does that mean God is absent from the process?

Why do we sometimes act as though the involvement of natural systems and human cooperation automatically makes something less spiritual?

Perhaps it is time for us to reconsider how we recognize and celebrate God's blessings. This is not about dismissing supernatural miracles, but about recognizing that God's provision does not have to be mysterious or unexplainable to be worthy of praise. Whether healing comes through an extraordinary event or the skilled hands of a surgeon, whether financial relief comes through an unexpected gift or a better-paying job, why should one be considered more spiritual than the other? Perhaps God has been working through ordinary people and everyday circumstances all along, but we have become so conditioned to look for the supernatural that we have overlooked His presence in the ordinary.


Thursday, October 22, 2026

What If God's Answer to Your Financial Prayers Is a Job?

At twenty-seven, Rebecca wasn't where she imagined she would be in life.

Five years earlier, she had graduated from college with a bachelor's degree in psychology. She remembered walking across the stage, receiving her diploma, and feeling as though the entire world was waiting for her.

She dreamed of finding a rewarding career, getting her own apartment, purchasing a new car, and eventually pursuing a master's degree.

Unfortunately, life didn't unfold quite the way she expected.

Despite applying for positions in case management, social services, behavioral health, and other psychology-related fields, Rebecca received rejection letter after rejection letter.

Of the dozens of applications she submitted her first year, only two resulted in interviews. Neither employer offered her a position.

What am I doing wrong? she wondered.

Eventually, Rebecca accepted a tutoring position with an educational services company. The pay was good, and she enjoyed working with students. However, the position was contractual, offered no benefits, and lasted only four to six months at a time.

Whenever a contract ended, she had to return to the company's portal and wait for another opportunity. Sometimes seven months passed before another assignment became available.

During those months, Rebecca had little income and depended heavily on her parents.

A New Dream

One Sunday morning, Rebecca's pastor delivered an enthusiastic sermon about entrepreneurship.

"God didn't create us to spend our entire lives building somebody else's dream!" he proclaimed. "Some of you are sitting on businesses that God has placed inside you. It's time to step out on faith!"

The congregation erupted in applause.

Rebecca felt as though the message had been delivered especially for her.

She had always enjoyed making handmade crafts. Perhaps this was her opportunity to stop chasing employers who didn't want her and create something of her own.

Determined to succeed, she attended small-business classes through her local Small Business Administration resource partners and met with free business advisers at a nonprofit organization supporting women entrepreneurs.

She learned about pricing, marketing, budgeting, and developing a business plan.

Eventually, she launched her own website selling handmade crafts.

She was thrilled.

But the excitement didn't translate into sales.

After several months, Rebecca's business was bringing in barely $100 a month in profit.

The holiday season, however, brought a welcome change. As customers began shopping for Christmas gifts, her sales increased, allowing her to earn between $500 and $800 in monthly profit during the busiest months.

For the first time, Rebecca felt as though her business was finally taking off.

Thank You, Lord! Maybe this is the breakthrough I've been praying for, she thought.

She began imagining what life might look like if her business continued growing. Perhaps she could finally move out of her parents' home and become financially independent.

Unfortunately, once Christmas came and went, the orders slowed considerably.

By February, Rebecca was right back where she started, earning barely $100 a month from her handmade crafts.

The excitement she had experienced during the holidays quickly turned into disappointment.

Lord, what happened? I thought You were finally blessing my business. Why am I right back where I started?

She couldn't understand why something that had seemed so promising was suddenly struggling again.

Rebecca was discouraged.

Hadn't she stepped out on faith? Hadn't she invested time and effort into learning how to run a business?

And hadn't her pastor said that God wanted His people to prosper?

Rebecca loved attending her church's early morning prayer meetings.

The elders frequently spoke about miracles, breakthroughs, and God's supernatural provision.

"God will answer by fire!" one elder declared.

Another would remind everyone, "If you take care of God's business, He will take care of yours!"

Rebecca held tightly to those words.

She attended prayer meetings almost every morning, volunteered at church, and faithfully asked God to bless her business.

"Lord, please send customers to my website. Open doors for me. You know how badly I want to be financially independent."

But week after week, her sales remained disappointingly low.

Meanwhile, her father was becoming increasingly concerned.

"Rebecca, sweetheart, you need to find a steady job," he told her one evening.

"Daddy, you know how hard it was for me to find a job when I graduated. Nobody wanted to hire me!"

"Rebecca, that was four years ago. When was the last time you actually filled out a job application?"

She looked away.

"That's not the point, Daddy. I applied everywhere when I graduated. All I got were rejection letters. I got two interviews, and neither one hired me."

"I understand that, baby. But you can't stop looking because things didn't work out the first time."

Rebecca sighed.

"And what about my business? I've worked hard on it. I've taken classes, met with business advisers, and spent money building my website. I believe God is going to bless it."

"And I hope He does," her father replied. "But right now, you're making a hundred dollars a month. Even during Christmas, you only made a few hundred more. You can't support yourself on that."

"So you don't believe in my dreams?"

"That's not what I'm saying, Rebecca. I'm saying you can get a full-time job and continue building your business on the side. One doesn't have to cancel out the other."

Rebecca shook her head.

"You make it sound so easy."

"No, baby. I know it's not easy. But you've got to give yourself another chance. The job market isn't exactly the same as it was when you graduated. You've gained experience tutoring, and that counts for something."

Rebecca didn't respond.

Deep down, she knew her father had a point. She hadn't seriously searched for full-time employment in years.

But admitting that meant confronting something she had been avoiding for a long time.

The possibility of being rejected all over again. 

The Opportunity She Almost Ignored

A few weeks later, Rebecca received an email from her college's alumni career center announcing a virtual job fair.

She almost deleted it. After so many rejections, the thought of applying for another job made her anxious. But she remembered her father's advice and decided to look.

A community behavioral health agency was hiring case managers with bachelor's degrees in psychology. The position offered full-time employment, benefits, and opportunities for advancement.

What if they reject me again? she wondered.

That evening, Rebecca prayed for a financial breakthrough, just as she had done countless times before. But afterward, she couldn't stop thinking about the job posting.

I've been praying for God to open a door, but am I afraid to walk through one?

The following morning, she updated her résumé and applied.

Two weeks later, Rebecca was invited to interview. She prepared carefully, highlighting her psychology degree and tutoring experience.

A week after the interview, she received an offer.

The agency wanted to hire her as a full-time case manager with a starting salary of $47,000, health insurance, paid leave, and retirement benefits.

Rebecca was overjoyed.

When she shared the news with her parents, her mother hugged her and thanked God.

Her father smiled. "Congratulations, sweetheart. I knew you could do it."

Rebecca laughed. "Daddy, please don't start with the 'I told you so.'"

"I'm just glad you gave yourself another chance," he replied.

For the first time, Rebecca realized her father hadn't been discouraging her dreams. He had simply wanted her to establish financial stability while continuing to pursue them.

Over the following months, Rebecca began saving money, contributing toward household expenses, and preparing to move into her own apartment.

She continued selling her handmade crafts during evenings and weekends, but now she could enjoy her business without depending on it for survival.

One morning, while driving to work, she reflected on the countless prayers she had offered for financial success.

For years, she had imagined her breakthrough would come through a booming business, hundreds of customers, and thousands of dollars in sales.

Instead, it came through a steady job.

Had God actually promised to make my business successful, or had I convinced myself that entrepreneurship was the only way He could bless me?

She still believed in prayer and hadn't abandoned her entrepreneurial dreams. But she was beginning to understand that an inspiring sermon wasn't necessarily a personal guarantee of business success.

And perhaps her father, whom she had accused of lacking faith in her dreams, had been offering the practical advice she needed all along.

How often do we pray for financial breakthroughs while overlooking practical opportunities right in front of us?

We pray for successful businesses, unexpected checks, debt cancellation, and supernatural provision. Yet sometimes we become so attached to how we expect God to answer that we overlook other possibilities.

Rebecca wanted financial independence, but she had convinced herself that entrepreneurship was the only path forward.

When her business struggled, she wondered why God wasn't blessing her. Meanwhile, she had stopped pursuing employment because she feared another rejection.

Her experience reminds us that prayer and practical action don't have to compete with one another.

Financial stability may come through employment, additional training, careful budgeting, or gradually building a business while earning a steady income.

What if the answer to your financial prayers isn't a booming business, an unexpected check, or a miraculous deposit into your bank account?

What if it's a job application, an interview, and a steady paycheck?

Sometimes, the door we've been praying for God to open is the very door we've been afraid to knock on.


Wednesday, October 21, 2026

What If God's Answer to Your Prayer Is a Doctor's Appointment?

At thirty-eight years old, Katherine had a life she was grateful for. She was married to Charles, a wonderful husband, and together they were raising two children, ages eight and eleven. She also had a successful career in cybersecurity, a field she had worked incredibly hard to enter.

But between work deadlines, school activities, household responsibilities, and caring for her family, Katherine rarely found time to take care of herself.

So when she began experiencing persistent abdominal pain, she brushed it off.

Probably something I ate, she thought.

She tried over-the-counter medications, changed her diet, drank more water, and cut back on coffee. But weeks passed, and the pain continued.

Charles encouraged her to see a doctor, but Katherine kept finding excuses.

The truth was, she was terrified of what the doctor might discover.

One evening, she made the mistake of Googling her symptoms. Within minutes, she was reading about stomach, colon, and pancreatic cancer, and other frightening possibilities.

She closed her laptop and began praying.

"Lord, please take this pain away. Whatever is going on inside my body, please heal it. Don't let it be anything serious."

But the pain remained.

A Trip to the Pumpkin Patch

One beautiful October afternoon, Katherine and her family visited a pumpkin patch. The children were excited about the corn maze, picking pumpkins, and riding the hay wagon.

As the tractor pulled their wagon through the countryside, Katherine watched her children laughing beside Charles.

It should have been a wonderful family memory.

Instead, her mind wandered somewhere frightening.

What if I've waited too long?

She looked at her husband and children.

What if this is our last hayride together? What if Charles has to bring the children back here next year without me?

Tears filled her eyes.

God, please don't let me die. My babies still need me.

Charles noticed her unusually quiet demeanor.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

"My stomach is hurting again," she whispered.

That evening, after the children went to bed, Katherine finally admitted what had been troubling her.

"Charles, I'm scared. What if it's something terminal? What if they find something they can't fix?"

He wrapped his arms around her.

"Sweetheart, we don't even know what's wrong. You've been praying about this for weeks, but have you considered that maybe you need to make the appointment while you're praying?"

His words stayed with her.

That night, Katherine prayed differently.

"God, I've been asking You to take this pain away because I'm afraid of finding out what's wrong. Please give me the courage to face whatever this is."

The Doctor's Appointment

On Monday morning, Katherine finally scheduled an appointment.

Her physician listened carefully to her symptoms, examined her, and ordered blood work and an abdominal ultrasound.

A few days after completing her tests, Katherine was sitting at her desk when a notification appeared on her phone.

MyChart: New Test Results Available.

Her stomach tightened.

For several seconds, she stared at the notification, afraid to open it.

What if they found something terrible?

Finally, she took a deep breath, said a quiet prayer, and opened the app.

The ultrasound report mentioned gallstones.

Later that afternoon, her physician sent a message explaining that the findings were consistent with her symptoms and that there were no suspicious masses identified on the ultrasound. The doctor recommended a consultation with a general surgeon to discuss treatment options.

Katherine leaned back in her chair and exhaled.

All those weeks of imagining the worst, and she finally had a likely explanation for her pain.

After meeting with the surgeon, Katherine underwent a successful laparoscopic gallbladder removal. Within a few weeks, she was recovering well, and the abdominal pain that had frightened her for so long was gone.

Sometimes the Answer Looks Different

One evening, as Katherine rested on the couch, she thought about all the nights she had prayed for the pain to disappear.

She had sincerely believed God could heal her. But somewhere along the way, her prayers had also become a way of avoiding something she feared.

She wanted God to remove the problem so she wouldn't have to face doctors, medical tests, or the possibility of bad news.

Yet the help she needed came through an ordinary doctor's appointment.

And that realization stayed with her.

Sometimes trusting God doesn't mean waiting for the problem to disappear. Sometimes it means finding the courage to face it.

  1. Have you ever prayed for a problem to disappear because you were afraid of what confronting it might reveal?

  2. Why do some believers feel more comfortable praying for supernatural healing than seeking medical treatment?

  3. Can fear influence the way we interpret God's silence or delays?

  4. How can we distinguish genuine faith from avoidance disguised as waiting on God?

  5. What practical step might you need to take while continuing to pray about a situation in your life?

Tuesday, October 20, 2026

Hiding Behind Prayer: Expecting God to Fix What We're Afraid to Face

For years, I prayed that if there was anything in my body that didn't belong there, God would remove it in Jesus' name. I sincerely believed that through prayer, God would supernaturally eliminate whatever might be wrong with me so that I wouldn't have to face it.

I learned this particular way of praying from older women in my prayer circle. I looked up to these women and valued their spiritual wisdom and experience. Because this was how I heard them pray, I naturally assumed it was the correct way to approach God concerning my health. I adopted the same language and beliefs without giving much thought to whether I was allowing prayer to take the place of seeking medical care.

Looking back, I realize that I wasn't simply praying for healing. I had developed an expectation that God would remove whatever was wrong with my body before I ever had to confront it. And because I believed that was how faith worked, I continued praying while putting off the medical examinations I needed.

Well, that didn't happen.

Eventually, I discovered that I had uterine fibroids. But instead of immediately recognizing the importance of medical intervention, I found myself entering another cycle of prayer. This time, I believed that God could supernaturally dissolve the fibroids.

Again, that didn't happen.

Ultimately, I had to undergo an abdominal myomectomy to have the fibroids surgically removed.

That experience forced me to examine something about my understanding of faith and prayer. Had I confused believing that God could heal me with expecting that He would heal me supernaturally, eliminating the need for medical care altogether?

I wasn't wrong for believing in God's ability to heal. But I had allowed that belief to become a reason to postpone seeking medical attention. Instead of using prayer to find the courage to face whatever might be happening in my body, I was praying that God would remove the problem so I would never have to face it in the first place.

And that is what I mean when I talk about hiding behind prayer.

Sometimes, we aren't simply asking God to help us through a difficult situation. We're asking Him to make the situation disappear so we won't have to confront it.

But prayer does not eliminate the need for knowledge, and faith should never become a substitute for taking care of our health. We can believe in God's power to heal while also seeking medical examinations, asking questions, considering treatment options, and making informed decisions.

My experience taught me that I needed to change not only how I approached my health, but also how I understood the relationship between faith, fear, and personal responsibility.

The God Who Works Through Human Hands: Rediscovering Divine Providence

I remember a prophet coming to town and declaring that everyone within the sound of his voice would never again be touched by a surgeon'...